Just a Cupple thoughts and an apology... And you know what??? I found me again...

So i had a interesting weekend.. Full of mixed emotion it kind of drove me crazy... So 2 years ago i decided to go to school in the Virgin Islands (UVI Boop Boop!!!) and first went to become a nurse but after a semester realized that it was not for me and it was what my parents settled for because i didn't want to be a doctor any more... typical right.. its funny how your parents have you thinking that you want what they want for you.. (but thats another blog)

I can say that this was the best decision i have ever maid in my life...It honestly made me who i am today well kinda sculpted who i was before i went i guess.. My parents and family where quite trepidatious about letting me go it being my first away from home over a month... but i was very persistent and soon they got over the fact that i was going.

So two years down the line i am back home not really of my choice school got quite expensive and not i have to save up more money with the intent of not letting that push my graduation back... i guess i always knew that it would come to this but it didn't really set in until i didn't get on my flight Saturday @10:20.. i have to say i was not my self i was not very nice to who ever did something that i thought annoyed me except my dog Josie.. i have to say to all if i was rude or just not pleasant this weekend and offended you i am sorry that is not my character and need to work on that even though it rarely happens...

So yesterday i called my called my friends form school and gave them the news... all of it!! and they where so supportive like i couldn't wish for better friends who are so loving some times i wonder how do i find these people who are just so genuine and caring and it just made my day amazing i was high off there supporting spirit and realized i will be with them even if i never saw them again and on top of that they are only a phone call away... geeezzz i wish everyone who needs people in there life like these friends find them....

Basically i just want to thank them and let them know I love you guys seriously......
See You In SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scream!!!! LMAO SERiousLY!!!!!


I have a question?? Has any one else experienced something like this and if so how did you deal with????

Well again people Peace and always love Byeeeeee
Big Smile...=)

You Wanna See Something????

This is just a little video of pics of ma weekend that i promised... We had a good time right guys!!! Well hope you like it......

Well while i am waiting for it to load yesterday i saw something that bothered me so much... So i was at home depot because i needed to get some supplies because two of our sprinklers where broken and it was time they where fixed... story of my life i should so be a certified Gardner by now... so i am on my way ou geting in the car and i noticed that this ladie in a van was circling the parking lot several times. This seemed weird and just as i was puting the cart in the small place designated for carts until they are picked up ...(hint hint i have no idea wat its called she has two of her children get out of the car,
(mind you they are around may be 13-17 years old) and they ar looking in the back of someones car atempting to steal gardening supplies as she kept look out.... This saddened me and just made me think what kind of future these children would have with a role model like her..

Parents.... Please Please do better by your children insuring them a bright future...

Well anyway remember this one thing people Peace and Love people.... and thanks for reading and watchin...
love ya


Where are You????

I did it!!!

Its around 11pm and i guess I'm no longer a Virgin... This is my first blog Yaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive been procrastinating for the longest while and i finally just did it...

So i guess ill just tell u about my past few weeks not that you are supper interested in knowing...
So i am back home for the summer and i have hardly attempted applying for work which was the main point of coming home in the first place. Its been mostly Chillin and Partyin.... Normally i am in school in the Virgin Islands which i love.... If u can u should so go seriously but anyway... i am having the best time ive had in Cali in the longest while ive been able to see my Fam which is always nice and all of ma Best Friends who i have missed so much.

On the other hand i have been having some very interisting convo with my mom that before going off to school i was almost afraid to take a stance on, which is (drumb roll) her homophopia lol, honestly its fun for me to talk to her about this because we (my siblings and i) where raised as black muslims and where taught that homosexuality is wrong... after going to school and meeting people from various walks of life and lifestyles i have come to the conclusion that i have no problem with homosexuality, well n e way so my mom seems to think that it is a disgusting and un-natural lifestyle and is very adiment about geting that point across to anyone who she thinks is gay or has no issue with homosexuality. Our arguments normally dont get anywhere but agreeing to disagree until recently it seems as if she is slowly but surely taking some of my arguments in to consideration....(it put a smile on my Face to realize this =) i dont think she realized that she is in a since discriminating against people and kind of spreading hate...when she does this and on top of that she couldnt argue this one question ... Do you believe the you Choose who you love??? Since its a choice....

Well thanks for reading people Peace n Love always come again!!!!!!!!!